Monday, January 7, 2019

Day 84: Love Story Part 1



Write a quick love story.  The story must end badly.

Gray rock formed the two-room dwelling.  The ceiling, left in the rough form of the natural cut of the rock, stood ten feet above the smooth rocky floor, sanded to a shine.  Elk and deer hides used as throw rugs littered the floor.  On the wall next to the thick oak door, a bench extended out of the wall.  An oak table to seat four stood in front of the bench.
Continuing around the room, a fireplace set into the rock with a chimney drilled up through the ground to vent the smoke out of the cave.  On the mantel made of oak, a collection of pipes lined the ledge.  A small fire crackled in the opening with his morning pot of kaffe percolating.  The black brew bubbled up adding a rich deep smell to the burning wood.  The third wall held his sword and other military gear.  All ready to grab from the hooks if called to arms.
The last wall opened to a small bedroom.  The bed, like the bench, was carved from the wall.  A blanket of forest green wool lay smoothed out with a matching pillow.  A large grizzly bear rug lay at the side of the bed to keep his feet warm on the cold winter mornings.  Work clothes hung from one peg and a military uniform hung on another peg, all made of the green color as the blanket.
Another set of clothes lay folded on the table next to a rucksack, along with a water skin filled to the brim.  A pile of griddlecakes cooled on a plate with a cloth to wrap around the snack for a long trek across troll territory and across the northern border of the human lands.  Jerky would be added to his gear.
Hinn sat at the table, wearing his woodland outfit.  Dark brown hair, pulled back at the nap of his neck, fell to the middle of his back.  When he was born, the trolls whispered about his strange eyes.  In the light of day, they looked deep brown, but in the candlelight and torchlight of the caverns, gold flakes could be seen in the irises.  Most people saw his eyes as a sign of greatness.  His older brothers resented his eyes.
In his right hand, he held a wet stone and in the left his large hunting knife.  The scratchy sound of sharpening the knife rang out.  He hoped to hunt on his way to the cabin to add to the dinner they would share.  Months had passed since the last time he saw Frida.  A smile spread across his face at the thought of holding her by nightfall.  He imagined her already sweeping the floor, preparing the room for him.
Satisfied with the sharp edge of the blade, he stood and walked to the fire.  He poured his last cup of kaffe before leaving the caverns, which reminded him to pack some of the ground beans.  Frida, unlike the rest of humans he heard of, loved the drink.  His smile grew bigger, what a female.
As he took a sip of the hot liquid, the door to his cave flew open, banging against the wall.  He bellowed as the kaffe spilled down the front of his shirt scalding the hairs on his chest along with the dark skin.  He dropped the mug with a clatter and pulled the fabric away from his flesh to stop the burn.  All thought of the pain disappeared at the look on his nephew's face.
"Folke, what in the name of ice and snow is wrong?" Hinn asked as he stepped forward.
"Uncle is planning to follow you on your hunt.  He...." the young troll swallowed, "he plans to kill you, so that you can't become the new chief when Grandfather passes away."
"Let him try," Hinn growled.  His brothers threatened to destroy him all his life.  He was ready for the end of all the intimidation tactics they tried.
"That isn't all.  Father is on his way to your cabin in the woods.  He plans to kill the human woman you love.  You must go now to save her.  I will try to distract uncle."  Without another word, Folke rushed back out the door.
The color in Hinn's face drained away.  Frida.  In one step, he grabbed up his broadsword that hung on his wall, strapping the belt around his waist.  He reached out for his hunting knife that he laid on the table and shoved it in the sheath that hung on his regular belt.  A second knife he placed in his boot.   In three strides, he raced out the door not bothering with the other items he had intended to pack for his trip.

Sunday, January 6, 2019

Day 83: Making the Bed


What do you do, even when you do not feel like it?



I make the bed. 

When I retired, I left work and the military because of medical issues.  I was taking every Wednesday off a week to be able to work at least the other four days.  I only attended on kid function a week.  Most days, I came straight home and went to bed.  I was so relieved to be able to stop working. 

The first year, I labored with my doctor to become pain free.  I read a book on pain management which taught me to do small tasks and choose a task to help me feel successful.  I took my daughter to school and came back home to bed.  In the afternoon, I would get up and make the bed.  I hated not working and providing for the family.  I hated being close to bedridden.  I was determined to do one productive thing every day and that was make the bed.  Granted, on my bad days that didn’t get done.

I have never conquered my health enough to become pain free.  In fact this last year wasn’t great.  I spent a lot of time not doing housework, writing, or gardening.  My house was getting completely out of control.  But, I still made the bed everyday. 

Now, I am feeling better.  The last couple of nights I have woken up in pain.  The result is exhaustion the next day.  I am thankful though because I am managing to get a few things done each day.  The house is looking better.  I am de-cluttering as I clean and I feel so much better.  I am working at resting.

I will say that my attitude has changed a bit.  When I have a super good day, I don’t get make the bed.  This is because I have been too busy goofing around in the yard or out and about.  It bugs me though. I have learned to love crawling into a nicely made bed.



Saturday, January 5, 2019

Day 82: Question


What do you think is the most important question in life?



Do you believe in God, the Father Almighty, creator of heaven and earth?  This is one of six questions asked in the Catholic Church when renewing a person’s baptismal promise.  I suppose the other questions are technically just as important. For me this is the beginning.  God came before Jesus and Satan.  The rest of the questions fall into place once a person answers this one.

Friday, January 4, 2019

Day 81: One Role


Think about the various roles you play in your life.  If you had to give up all but one, which one would you keep?



Wow, what a question!  I will cheat and say family member.  I know that the question wants me to distinguish between mother, wife, sister, daughter, granddaughter, aunt, niece, and Christian, but I could never stop any of these roles for the others.  I am a Christian in my faith family.  My birth family, my faith family, and my married into family mean more to me then all the other roles I play.  So, I will keep my roll as a family member.

Thursday, January 3, 2019

Day 80: No Parking





What traffic sign best reflects your life right now?



My life traffic sign would be NO PARKING.  I do need to park/rest more often.  However, I love to go.  My life is an adventure.  I want to go, do, explore, see.  How can I park with all the amazing things the world has to offer?  Maybe in fifty years I will change the sign, but for now, I am not going to park.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Day 79: Erased Memories


What is a memory you would like to erase?



Funny enough, my daughter and I were talking about this on our way to school this morning.  In the Harry Potter book she is reading, Harry and Professor Dumbledore are talking about the Pensieve.  The magic item is filled with a fluid like substance that holds memories. She thought she would like to put all her bad memories into the bowl and then dump the contents into the toilet and flush.  If only bad memories were that simple.

On one level, I would love to erase the memories of the three trips we took Madelle to the emergency room for suicidal thoughts.  The cuts she made on her arms and legs. Or the twice a day trips to the children’s hospital. Oh, and the horrible night I spent when she was in the hospital all alone and Jerry was in D.C. for a military trip.  Yes, to not think of those moments ever again would be a relief.

The problem with forgetting is that because of these memories I am thankful every day that Madelle is still with us.  I am reminded of how far we have come as a family. I am so proud of the progress she has made over the last four years and losing the memories would lessen the pride.  Those moments in our history have made us stronger, thankful, and confident that we are on the right path.

Sure the memories hurt.  I will keep them and let them remind me how good life is on the other side.





Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Day 78: 2019 Goals


Oh, the dreams I have for 2019.  As always, I go into the year with a list a mile long to accomplish.  Chances are I won’t finish the list. Yet, each morning, I will open up the list and continue to plug away at all the items to work towards, play with. 





Writing Goals

My biggest area of goal setting is in the writing arena.  I have kept all my numbers the same as 2018. Hopefully, I do much better in the fiction word count.  We will see. I am a bit confident because my health does seem to be better for the most part with the new medicine I am on.  Fingers crossed! I will also continue my blog challenge of posting for 356 days in a row. I am on day 78, so this is going really well. 

The projects I have set are pretty typical.  I must finish the series Living the Tenets. I will finish and publish Pursuing Peace.  The goal is to have it finished by May and published by October. Once I hand the novel to my first reader and find a new editor, I will start a new series with my character, Kirzantra.  I am so excited for this project.

Another project I have been working towards is rewriting my sales copy for all my short stories and novels.  This will include new covers for the novels since the layouts are all wrong for the new printing platform. I also want to publish some new short stories.  I have five on my list at the moment. I hope to have more after taking a short story class.

Finally, I want to get a website up and running.  This project has been on the back burner for far to long.  I am not sure how well I will do, but something has to happen!  I am planning another trip to Vegas for the Master Business Class.  I will also do one weekend retreat somewhere in Montana. I wanted to do this last year but failed. 





House Goals

In my home life, I want my house to be de-cluttered.  I feel like the doors and windows are going to explode outward with all the stuff piling up.  No, I am far from a hoarder, but I don’t like all the unorganized areas in my life. I also am tired of stuff I never use taking up space.  I started the project of de-cluttering last month. The living room is getting better. One more run through the entertainment center should have this room finished.  This summer I will have to work in the garage. Shudder!!!





Hobby Goals

For the last few years, I have worked at learning about people from the past.  This year, I will be working with Charles Dickens. I want to read a biography or two plus two novels.  My saint for the year will be a return to Saint Francis de Sales. I have missed him and want to reread his writings.  In the area of photography, I am not going to focus on anything. My goal is just to have fun capturing beauty. With my gardening, my biggest goal is to get all the messy areas in control.  I want a riding lawnmower!!! As I have stated, I don’t plan much for travel this year. If Madelle continues to do well, her and I are going to Maui. I promised her this trip years ago. I also want to hike a little more if my health continues to do well.  Again, more fingers crossed. Beware, Kim and Clay, I want to explore more of the areas around your counties.

As always, I am excited for the prospects of the new year.  I plan to be creative in painting and resting. I want to spend a lot more time outside, when the temps are above zero!!!  My patio needs to be used a bunch as does the new back deck I hope we get built. So many dreams and plans. Life is so beautiful.  I will suck the marrow of life every day!!!



Work

           First, I wanted to chat a little bit about my last post with Saint Joan of Arc’s quote before going on to the next quote.  I have...